Friday, September 19, 2008
DeAr DiaRy,19Th SepTeMBeR - ItS a FriDaY (HoOrAy)its time to update some blog le ba =)Lets amend previous post abt precious boy did not hug me durin our slp...he've been complainin too whenever i say he did not hug me durin our Sleep...n he proven to me tat its me who owas push him away durin the nite...Oops =X...He've been huggin me tightly b4 we went to slp, in the middle of the nite i'll slight inside the comforter n roll myself like Hamster n push his hand away..hehehe...den when wake up, he'll say i dun like him cos i push him away =X...wahahaha...Durin mon & Thurs haf been goin bak home n eat our dinner, becos haf been days din go bak home n slp le..n my mum will owas say "y not tis year u faster go register wif him den i wun feel awkward tat u're not home" - is it call nag..hahaha...Hmm...actuali been very long din haf a good shoppin wif precious boy le, previously is due to earli gastric tat causes me keep hiddin @ home n afraid of goin out, cos i see ppl eat i'll feel like vomittin..=S...Now i've omost & can say is 90% fully recover...but stomach will super pain if i did not eat my meal on time...Can i check wif those ppl wif gastric...is tis call gastric pain...the feelin is like alot of needle pokin n whole bodi so uncomfortable...seriously i reali duno gastric pain is like hw...but i juz feel so XinKu when i had my meal late n needle start pokin my stomach n make my whole bodi so uncomfortable... But i'll try to workhard ba, not to skip ani meal so tis needle pokin wun haf the chance to poke me...as i'm tryin real hard to eat alot of Meat nwadays & oso those nutrition food, i hope i can fully 100% recover woh...as precious boy keep forcin me to eat meat wif every meal i took..cos usuali i'll owas eat porridge stir wif marmite..Yummy Yummy...but nw if i reali eat tat, precious boy will either go n cook Egg or dig out those Harsh Brown or go downstair n buy minced Pork n cook for me...he dun wan me to eat plain porridge...but i cant feel the tasty of juz the Marmite & Plain White Porridge...so sad..Seems like very long i did not tok abt frenz corner le...i seems to get piss off by some frenz which we use to b close n nw turn to b rotten apple...as promise i'll not join them animore even if theres ani event comin up wif them...i feel tat i shldnt force myself to do some stuff tat i'm reali reluctant to do it...Y MUZ I??? after 1 last event, i'll bid a invisible goodbye to you'll cos i reali dun seems ani good in you'll...i'm reali reali very sorri tat tis would b my decision, but i tink i've 80% made up my mind on it le...most probably there'll not be aniting who could change my mind...cos i reali very very disapoint wif u'll...i rather stay my borin life & your so CALLED company my precious boy ba..@ least it wun harm my health & @ least when i'm sick,he & my family is the person who shower me wif lota care & concern...n not juz concernin tat i did not companyin you go drink n LIES around u'll ba...sorri for lettin you'll tink tat i'm lyin...but as i'm happi u'll tink tat i'm lyin too, so tat i can tink of more ways to officially lies..=)Hmm...release my anger out to my precious diary...cos it've been keepin inside my heart for quite sometime n oso i've been endurin wif those SUCKIN Attitude shown by you'll...n act differently in front of my precious boy...Hopefully 2009 come faster, so tat i can fulfill 1 of my wish for the Year to End tis frenship for U & me..=)
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My PrEciOuS DiAry às 4:52 PM
